Not too late...

Last year I would blackout a lot...

However- I thought it was "fun"

All my friends did it.

I have made so many mistakes and said/ have done so many STUPID things because of this...

Every Sunday after a weekend (Thursday, Friday, Saturday...) of blacking out I would usually get really depressed.

This summer I have really been trying to stop- the problem is, I don't even know how to casually drink.

When we go out and start taking shots, I usually don't know how to turn them down and the next thing I know, it's the next morning...

This year I really don't even go out that much.

I can count on my one hand how many times this year I've even had alcohol, however- there are still instances where I can't recall the night...

I am going to use this to try to keep track of my "drinking" to see how I can learn to STOP